ive made such a mess of things.
hello hi.
i am struggling to get a grip on life.
where the fuck do i go from here?
handbook on life would be helpful.
there are so many things i want that seem impossible to reach.
but honestly
im just struggling with not seeing my family.
its been killing me especially since i have the money now.
life is too short ive always known that
its why i whim things
its why i run and spend
or change my appearance
control.
it makes me feel like i have a fuckin say
change.
when it comes to that
im terrified.
courage
its what i need.
wont you send it to me.
its been too long. since i let the words flow out of me. i should be leaving for work soon.
there’s so much i need to let out.
